john rah letter to
jimmy

letter 01.35.01

i have to be careful what i say. because someone might miss the irony. believe something i actually wasn't certain if i meant it. though i most likely did then. i believe i'm worn out for today. tomorrow is sunday. maybe we'll pull up some scripture.

_peace duck stop_

sometimes, it gets dark and stays dark. winter in the north. it's not winter yet but the leaves are starting to leave the trees. most don't bother with the yellow, orange or red like where you are. the ivy on the wall is brilliant red.

i'd like to.

many things.

genesis 6 vs. 4: it was then, and later too, that the nephilim appeared on earth - when the divine beings cohabited with the daughters of men, who bore them offspring. they were the heroes of old, the men of renown.

now jimmy, there are a few ways to interpret this. one would be to take it and say aliens came to mate with humans. improve our chances. make real men and women of us.

we should take to heart that 6,000 years ago the known world for the descendants of adam and eve was smaller than the whole world. nephilim may well have simply been a stronger race from a different land. a land the chosen race didn't believe in. africa or europe. maybe they had better technology. more insights.

it's open to interpretation.

floods aren't made by lords. or the one lord. things like that happen and someone writes about it.

someone, not me, will write that the lord was angry with usa and sent hurricanes. the hurricanes were there before the people. so were floods. so were tidal waves.

we take it personally because we can. it's an ego trip.

_peace duck stop_

it's sunday. my neighbor screams on sundays. a friend comes to visit. they have fun. the guy that lived their last screamed whenever his mother came to visit. she'd get drunk. they didn't seem to have fun. they seemed to need it. like i do bread dow.

i still haven't got back to making apple pies.

i sense this as a mistake. even if the brownies are so good. or because.

ecclesiastes 5 vs. 17: only this, i have found good: that one should eat and drink and get pleasure with all the gains he makes under the sun, during the numbered days of life that god has given him; for this is his portion.

_bunny stop_


letter 01.35.03