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some one will come after me and do it better.

_duck stop_

i understand your paranoia. i knew a long time ago that the bible held an evil lie. had i not been raised in the christian cult, i may not have become so obsessed with understanding the lie. to say what i say, i must accept that a true believer might consider such thought unthinkable. i'm proof that someone thought them.

one does not die to go to heaven. we are in heaven. nothing but heaven. and what are the chances of a paradise in heaven. one better than this you could not dare prey for if god's your mom.

this obvious lie has yet to be exposed. no one would dare believe that they actually deserve to be in heaven.

pretty weird. why we killing each other and letting people starve while we rape paradise.

hum.

i ain't got an answer for that. unless it has to do with megalomaniacs who simply fuck up a small piece of paradise. other than boredom, i can't think of a possible reason.

i'm calling the church on this, in the name of christ and all the others. lay down your guns. give up your lie. we don't want your end of the world. heaven is hard and life seldom gets so close to angels as what we have here now.

there is only ever now. albert and o'hara. don't be such little devils.

keep the silly capes for halloween.

_duck stop_

the only safe way to approach god is to be an atheist. i believe that. the pedantic believer would say i take that on faith. i's say no. you wanna lead a good life you can't do it for a big carrot at the end. the carrot is now.

the cow by the balls.

i must have told someone about that film sequence.

real live american indian cowboys.

one bull and two balls too many.


letter 01.11.03