chapter 16

Some will suspect I have lost my nut when I say I can see the holy spirit in man. My reason for hacking at the religious sickness of our planet has made me into something we may have had before the Moses Laws of blind obedience to a sword law.

They have stolen our ability to see.

I came into the world blinded by my church.

And I think my father, who is more like a son, is waking up the same way. Maybe less brutal language. And there are so many people that I know I know. And believe it or not. Look yourself. My grandmother and grandfather aren't dead. And my spiritual dad is much younger.

Everything is backwards.

But I still want my gramma to fuck me very silly.

And she'll fly back soon.

And we'll plant trees.

Want something even wackier.

John the Baptist has been a great help and he looks good with a head on.

You don't need to believe we are the gods. It is becoming bloody obvious and I will make you see it.

Certainly everything is a coincidence. One thing does not exist.

By chance, we have instinct. And every interaction can tell us something if we mix language with understanding.

We are in it. It is one thing, trying to be many.

To better perceive.

Don't watch TV.

I really hope we don't get bloody over this. Stop waiting for Jesus to come, for Christ Sake. Wake up and let me get down from your bloody cross.

So he can smoke a joint in peace and have a sit in the hammock with his grandmother.

And talk about the next event. The next theater. William was not making a joke when he said all the world is a stage and all the people players.

And as with everything, one must also be careful with maryjane.

However, it is obvious to me that it is the drug of the future. It has had it's influence in the development of our minds.

Terence McKenna, in his book, 'Food of the Gods' might make a few exaggerations but his ideas are not insignificant.

He is certain drugs have influenced evolution.

Which without rereading it, for John 2000 won't have it. And I know he is a true bastard and I can save my time wondering if he has any ulterior motives.

I've eaten a few mushrooms long ago and had some interesting experiences in ways of seeing.

I prefer small doses of maryjane now. It helps me forget Jesus Christ is somebody and remember he was simply a way of being.

And big business doesn't like maryjane. They prefer drunks who consume alcohol, media, many products and work 40 or 50 hours a week.

The slave drivers.

We had more time to learn and love each other when we had none of the things we have now.

No luxury is above air, water and land. And a spoken language is a real bonus.

And people who use language to propigate lies.

Must be removed.

John 16

Funny how John 3: 16 was the one verse I never forgot in my 25 years avoiding everything about Jesus.

The rest of the book hides this nicely so only an obsessive dyslexic brain damaged non believer would find it when he was ready.

And be stuck with the knowledge that I had said what I said 2000 years ago.

John 3 and 16

And had I not been stoned, I might have missed it.

You'll have to read them yourself. I'm still refuting but no longer will I refute the writers who managed to save this knowledge.

Which changes nothing because I was only proving anyone can be Jesus.

And I know, like Jesus knew then. Everything I know now.

Only with less information to weed through.

Jesus is back and he is still very pissed with the establishment.

I also know I was never gone. Just it has taken a long time and I needed to be Nietzsche and Wittgenstein before I could make it clear.

Which, ever humble servant, hopes he had managed.

For I don't matter.

We matter.

vs. 25: "I have used figures of speech to tell you these things. But the time will come when I will not use figures of speech, but will speak to you plainly about the Father."

End Quote.

And you think you are Jesus.

I don't think.

I simply react to my surroundings. And I'd feel safer here if everyone did the same.

For Christ Sake, do not be me. Be you. God wants it.

chapter 17

Just a reminder, and I am not sorry I slaged them.

I do understand that it must be understood that Jesus had made a very important point about the established royal demons.

"And what the flog was that."

"They gotta go. Gold is not God."

"Are you god."

"Is anything not god."

And if we haven't made it clear, it was and still is and should not be.

A man's world.

It is everyone's world. Including the fish. And the men's club may no longer rule.

It was a flog up in evolution. Evolution does not want them in the system.

Because they have made all the world their slaves in order to destroy countless gods early in their growing.

I don't propose they are evil spirits from the dark matter of the universe.

Someone else can.

They are simply a very serious evolutionary mistakes.

Evolution always makes mistake.

If it hadn't. I would not be here.

I and I.

John's writing is different again than the others who have flogged with my head to get me to see what I was looking at.

Bunch of bastards, all of them.

vs. 15: "I do not ask you to take them out of the world, but I do ask you to keep them safe from the Evil Ones."

For Life sent one of its creatures to understand where life was and what it was. So that the world would bloody well wake up and accept the Kingdom of life. That can not and will not.

Be owned by a bunch of sleeping monkeys.

And I don't wanna be Jesus Christ. I want the world to be full of life and a garden paradise when I find myself in another life. And I won't have to wonder who I am. I'll know what I am.

Because it will be obvious in those I commune.

With.

Jesus Laughed.

At the fish up on the mountain that would not be moved. The fish laughed somewhere back in his head.

"Don't worry mate. Nothing is really dead."

And with death as our bloody religious icons. That gets a little hard to believe.

And for those who manage to let go of your belief. You will see it. And you won't need to believe in Jesus.

You could have a coffee or tea with him.

There ain't gonna be no magic tricks. Just theater. And it has already started.

We don't need no Armageddon.

vs. 20: I pray that they may all be one."

One being many.

Jesus had to laugh because he knows his mother has been praying many years that her son would find Jesus.

I love you too Mom. And do everything I'm told by angels.

Mixing it always with my instinct for understanding my world.

And things will be different.

I can't promise it will be easy. For most people on the planet it is too hard for them to believe we are in heaven because our greed has made their life hell.

And that is not funny.

I don't suggest we take time for shame or morning. We must take time for life.

And working for the man. As everyone knows.

Sucks.

chapter 18

Create people. We are the gods. Create a picture. Create a song. Hear what the artists are saying.

Rage Against the Machine.

"We gotta take the power back."

We are not inferior. The only sin that is a sin is a sin against life.

Eating a fish is not a sin.

Destroying their habitat is.

vs. 4: Jesus knew everything that was going to happen to him. End Quote

Jesus knew because it had been planned. He was both Roman and Jew.

But what he wanted to get through is that he was exactly like you.

He could see it.

There is no trick to it.

Trust your instinct. Especially the part that wills to know. It's our best weapon of defense from tyranny and big rocks in the heavens.

Be a life long student and teacher.

Dance in paradise until we are all dancing like life is best suited for. Living.

John, unless I missed it, didn't mention John loosing his head.

And he says something which seems quite unlikely.

But it doesn't matter. Most everything is unlikely. The main point is that we are idiot slaves to tyrants and we don't need that shit here.

And I know Peter had punched the lights out of many arrogant assholes.

I understand his frustration.

But I also know that not once did he allow his rage out when he was with me.

And he does not carry weapons.

And he is an angel.

Like the rest of us.

And no one, except maybe Wynton Marsalis, plays a trumpet so sweet.

So stop raging out on my brother.

And it doesn't matter who denies me. I deny myself. I am not the point. Just another conduit.

vs 20: "... I have never said anything in secret."

Internet makes this much easier. Thanks for setting it up people. For originally it was for education that it mattered.

And that is why it matters now.

Everyone already knows all I have said.

"Not about the salt and protein content in the fountain of youth."

"Oh, I think, deep inside."

John's version of the court case is different again.

And who the hell Barabbas was, I think it is simple detail distraction. Part of the theater.


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