chapter 19

Don't ask me if I remember any of this shit about hanging on a cross. It isn't a magic thing. It is an inevitability. Evolution trys everything to get what it wills. We happen to be the same thing and I happen to know what he knew because I spent 47 years looking for it.

My father took 71.

Now we got it. It's the brain of the machine that needs to be removed. The machine does not need to be torn down with violent fury. It simply needs to slow down and be sustainable.

And we all know this is not my truth. It is how it is. The machine isn't quite as far as Mr. Anderson's enemy was.

But this is what they were hoping for.

Simply to break the code of the Over Lords and reshape reality.

I'm not being paid for any of this endorsement. And I am not above monetary support.

In fact.

"Jesus."

Yes, the story.

vs. 7: "We have a law that says he ought to die, because he claimed to be the Son of God."

That is a flogging stupid law.

It is what is called the limiting of the freedom of speech by those who don't have faith in their leaders.

And any leader that can't take a dose of truth is not a leader but a tyrant.

"Men and their penises."

A man that is only a man is only half a man.

Drop your cock paranoia egos, men. 75% of the planet is female.

YYXY

And it does not matter where Jesus or anyone comes from.

It matters only what you do. We do.

I still like Pilate. He seems like a nice fellow. Just has a shitty job.

And if there is one thing I am certain of, because they have made it obvious to me. Jesus did not die on the cross. Pilate was in on the show. And so were many many other people. Many of them women and children. Even cock suckers love women and children.

chapter 20

Peter Tosh is well worth listening to. By the way.

I changed my first diaper today.

I was sitting one of my angels while her mother was out.

And today I went with full intention not to tell Luna what to do. Just watch and respond.

One thing she reminded me of was fingers. And in the western world we all use knives and forks. In most of the world they use fingers. Fingers need to be used more for touching. It is quite rewarding to forget the cutlery rules and use fingers. Direct contact. No metal between fingers and food.

This may seem insignificant. It isn't. We are losing contact.

The next major point was the feet. I abandoned my shoes for most of the year. Partly because I saw my grandmother do it. And remembered I used to do it and my dad, instead of always running away from the rain, sometime took my sister and I and anyone else out to play in the rain.

The rain is real and it is not that scary. One does get wetter in the rain. We do have skin, not exactly like a fish, but it still keeps the water out.

And Luna didn't want to run away from the rain and she decided to take her shoes off after I splashed in a little puddle.

And there was a man in a little truck picking up garbage who did not stop smiling at us.

Then we walked to the other side of the cobble stone road way and discovered another puddle. And we watched to see what our feet were doing.

And three people hiding from the rain watched us. They had also been charmed.

To see a 2 year old little angel and the man with her.

Playing in a puddle.

And I can see, now that I am laying down my cross, it isn't that hard to do miracles. Love your self. Have no shame. Take your shoes off and walk with your feet on the ground. Watch out for dog shit and glass. And bees.

It's not too dangerous. After a few months it seems natural.

Which is a real funny thing.

It's our planet. We just need to touch it and listen. Let your self get caught in the rain and just let it be.

In winter time it is nice to have boots.

And one thing I like about the stuff they use as symbols to make Jesus look like he's the one. Which is a lie. He is part of the many. That's our goal.

Is the Fish. I love fish.

Buy less things. Manufacture less things.

Create with your hands.

And try to do as much with your time on this planet that you want to do.

For if you do more what you want to do, you will find pleasure.

And pleasure is a good thing to have. The slower the better. In Toronto I often saw chinese people in a park doing the eastern slow moving thing. Together. It is was simply beautiful.

There is noting wrong with simple. It is far superior to fast and complicated 12 hours a day fighting to get through the day.

Stop doing that.

Sell you house if you have to and get a smaller one. Sell one of your cars. Buy some second hand clothes. Make your own.

We gotta stop working for the man like blind slaves and work and play for us. In a way that protects the life of the planet. By default, it is our job. And fun is more important than work.

Sell your TV as well.

Ignore the public medias. They are there to instill fear and paranoia.

Drive slower. Drive less.

Demand the end of plundering. There is no more need for war. Fight war by finding the animal in you. And let that animal learn the world.

Take just a little time for the 3rd world and we may avoid Armageddon. There is no choice. Our children's children might have choices. We have lost ours for the crime of believing.

Stop believing and know.

This is the best place heaven has to offer. And we are here. Heaven is not anywhere but here.

At least till we get out their and take along our natural treasures.

Life.

Oh boy. 2000 years is a long time to be on a cross.

I think it is a very good thing that we don't remember who we were. For get it and move on, we can look back when we are a little older. Year 16 billion.

Till then, death is hard but life makes it worth it.

And if my woman walked into a tomb to find me, I'm certain she would not be too surprised to find me.

Although in real reality she was. The 2000 story. Which is strangely very real.

I wonder how come no one thought to object to this story. The old one. I'm certain a few will reject to this.

The wanna drive a big car till the oil runs out.

Fuck 'em.

Mary thought Jesus was the gardner.

That's kinda nice. A gardner in paradise.

Stop single crop starvation nonsense. All the big scary shit has to stop. Take care of the planet.

It is the only one any of us got.

And still. If you got someone who you think is Jesus, don't sweat it. It is becoming a common event.

Something you can learn from children. With 2 billion years of evolution and no shit in their head. Don't be telling them what everything means and what the rules are.

And you won't notice me next time I come back.

Though some will.

We have eternal life already. We just haven't seen it. I know who many people were in their last life. They wanted me to know. So I would have the courage to tear down the religion of my ancestors.

The priests stole heaven and turned it into hell for almost everyone.

Take it back.

Slowly and methodically. Trusting your instinct as you let the children teach it to you. They are fresh and they are in reality the same age as you.

13.7 billion years.

That's too much to lose.

chapter 21

Belief and Doubt are married together. When we finally shed them, they will be writing about the turn of the millennium 2 after the first Jesus attempt at the source. Everything in my life has lead me to writing this and it has shattered my ego and made me see that I was the someone else that would come along and take on the real enemy.

Belief and Doubt are the enemy.

We are the gods, just like the priests feared in Genesis 3. And why they have been terrorizing us with their Laws and Lies.

This thing can snap. And my being me shows me we will overcome our fear of death and embrace life.

"I'm going fishing."

Peter went fishing.

Never ever grow up. For all eternity.

Never grow up.

Let us be clever loving children.

Well Jesus is having a swim. Naked. And tells Peter to throw the net on the other side. And Peter sees Jesus, knowing him for the first time after knowing one another so long.

And they knew that they were real and that the world did hope because they both new they had known each other 2,000 years ago.

Jesus cryed.

And said thank you to those who have preserved this story.

Language will save us. So watch it. Mom was right.

Peter caught 153 fish.

And Jesus said.

"Come and eat."

And they told each other that they loved each other.

This is a real trip. I'd like to do another one. Take down the crosses and pick up some books about life, evolution, instinct and the gods of paradise.

Bloody hell people. We are here.


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