chapter 10

If you allow yourself to be seen as what you are, just the same as the rest of us. The mirrors of others. Their impression of you, tells you more then the words they use.

'Cause we are animals of instinct.

If you can assure the others you have love to trade, not sex, sex if it happens, but love for a fellow creature on the same planet.

Their impression of you can open rooms you hadn't been to.

Because suddenly there is a little more light on the subject.

So people. Don't believe me. Just test it.

Ego must go.

The rule of man can not be by the men's club. They out lived their usefulness. The sperm is all mixed up.

Let the women back into the real.

Let the bitches and the bastards play and always tear down religion. Belief was a fail mutation.

"Pagans are cocksuckers."

"What's your point."

The point is every custom becomes a sin if the next culture doesn't want it.

This is a mute point. Far too long.

All men are xy. It is fear of being called a cocksucker by the Christians and Jews and all other Family oriented dynasties.

I don't imagine anyone looking for the fountain of youth will find this funny.

Jesus laughed.

I was actually looking for my last bit of guilt and landed at the fish.

The fountain of youth was the bonus prize. Son. If you have vision of penis in your head, don't fret. It's instinct fucking with you.

Literally.

One global family not shaming themselves with sex.

It is a very large piece of our make up. In us 2 billion years.

Suck cock if you want. Don't if you don't.

And don't sell you decision what to do on the rest of the world. Sex can actually be fun.

Sorry Christians. That our virgin hero might be something other.

But part of not telling a lie is exposing truths. And the truth is, the animal in us is being tortured with Laws of Terror.

"Ain't that an eye opener."

"What eye."

"Third eye."

I think the writers put this in knowing exactly some bumbling idiot sitting in his monastery would be tortured with the obvious slap in the face. I fear I have underestimated the cleverness of the story.

I'm certain I'm not the first to come across this.

The Laws of Moses have been beaten into us, spread by the Christian marketing of Jewdaism.

There is a term in the military called 'Blow back'. Where you go into a country and plunder, like in, fuck, everywhere.

Anyway. You could say they are going to get their lie right back at 'em.

The make sex illegal campaign so that we forget we are animals and are happy to be dry and clean and safe from places with trees.

The Laws of Moses are 2,000 years rebuked. It is time we wake up to the fact before goddamn religious fanatics take us all to hell.

"I can give you from the fountain of youth."

So the woman went back and got her husband.

John wanted someone to find it. Or better said.

Someone else.

So there is is. Animal sex. Wet and relaxed. Nice and slow. Take half a day. Take forever.

We have much evolving to do. 10,000 or 30,000 years of war may seem long, it is just getting around a mutation.

Have everything. We have it here already.

It does not help to put it all in piles.

For the fish. Save the planet.

"Jesus, are you the one."

"No. I am the many."

vs. 3: "... they knew his voice." End Quote.

As do the readers. Because they understood.

vs. 16: "... they will listen to my voice..." End Quote

vs. 20: Many of them were saying, "He is with a demon! He is mad! Why do you listen to him?" End Quote.

vs. 22: "It was winter..."

That's something I didn't know they had.

vs. 24: .. "How long are you going to keep us in suspense? Tell us the plain truth: are you the Messiah?"

2000 years. Yes. The=A.

vs. 30: "The Father and I are one." End quote.

Clarity. The Father and son are one.

They wanted to stone Jesus. The marketers of the Lie.

vs. 34: "You are gods." End Quote

vs. 35: "and God called those people gods" End Quote

vs. 38: "... in order that you may know once and for all that the Father is in me and I am in the Father."

Jesus went.

chapter 11

Understand slowly. Don't try it alone.

And before I forget.

I would like to thank the musicians like Tool and Monster Magnet and all the others from Nina Simone to John Rah.

You have been my balls. So to speak.

And because I see it now, I will also thank the writers of the old new testament who unlike your somewhat arrogant still learning not to be, writer, were not privy to the knowledge of dinosaurs. They made it impossible for me not to see what they were.

True bastards.

True bastards can be loved without question.

Lazarus, clearly the brother-in-law of Jesus, did a theater of laying in a tomb 4 days.

vs. 11: "Our friend Lazarus has fallen asleep, but I will go and wake him up."

"I'm the man and he's the man and your the man as well, so you can put your fuckin' finger up your ass."

Tool. Quite clear, isn't it.

vs. 43: "Lazarus, come out!"

Now any one pulling off this theater today would get the reaction of the Priests. And the Priests would know Lazarus was not dead because they knew it was a show.

So one must wonder. How brutal is the propigation of ignorance if one does not see that this is a show.

Jesus is very likely hoping someone will believe him.

"He is sleeping."

And you can argue anything you want. Christianity is still Jewdaism. Outreach. Business. Bad Business. And the religions we have are not the worst of it.

The Business is the worst of it.

And those in charge, and everyone knows you are real.

Time is running short if you want to move on with the rest of us.

Take your blood money and do something not a lie against life.

We are here and we will not die to go to heaven.

We chose life.

No matter how dirty and wet. Because that's life.

chapter 12

Ideas come from things you have seen and creatures with whom you have communed. The information becomes part of the expanding universe of your mind.

Don't judge it for good of bad. It's often very true, sometimes it is simply backwards.

Jesus laughed.

And that, my faithful reader, is a certainty. He was bloody determined to demand his share of the kingdom of heaven. Jesus and his friends laughed.

John slags Judas. I don't know what to say about that.

Question not the will of God.

How's that.

And the chief priest added Lazarus on the hit list for his part in the theater.

The Jews didn't want to loose their paying customers. The catholic church likes this method as well. Murder anyone they please and call them something with their perversion of language and torture and burn and smash and burn again.

This is no good way to act. And there was never a doubt that religion is wrong.

Now I see how truly evil it is.

Mutant suicidal inbreds.

Drink from the fountain of youth.

vs. 15:

"Do not be afraid, city of Zion!
Here comes your king,
riding on a young donkey."

Now, if your mind works like mine, try not to put ass in for donkey.

Jesus laughed again.

I can see why the Jews would want Jesus dead.

Update on the penis.

The legend, or belief, comes from an earlier religion. The oxymoron pagan one.

And if you read that book about Wittgenstein's life, you'll know.

If not, go for it.

Penis worship.

Now we all know there is no need to worship a penis. But the penis is a very important part of reality. Ask almost any creature.

There are many nice places for a penis for the gods. And there is no doubt that somewhere some time the vagina was also a religious icon.

"You mean like now."

We need to meet in the middle. We are what we are, shame and guilt are simply not fitting for sex.

Condoms.

"Let them fuckin' have sex."

vs. 31: "Now is the time for this world to be judged; now the rulers of this world will be overthrown."

End Quote

Don't think he didn't mean 2,000 years later. He knew the people were not ready. Full of fear and uncertainty. Believing it better to believe than die.

Anytime is good. As soon as everyone is ready.

We will save the fish.

And assure our place in a real paradise.

vs. 50: ".. What I say, then, is what the Father has told me to say."

And I know in real reality my father didn't know what he had told me.

It is very clear to me now.

I can't imagine he'll read this far. But perhaps he will feel compelled when this book is finished.

My mind is dancing and swinging a pen is no longer what I was made for.

Love you son.


john chapters 13 - 15