chapter 07

Hetro sexuality in a man is an oxymoron.

XY

"Why what."

"Y woman."

"Why woman."

"Man, you may be looking the wrong direction. A man that is only a man is half a man."

"Jesus Christ. Make yourself clear."

"Shall I explain the fountain of youth."

"If you enjoy being murdered by religious fanatics."

"Well, for the fish. I will explain to those who will drop their Lifedamn egos for a moment. I admit it took me 25 years."

"What then."

"Sperm."

"That's too simple."

"Then why has no one found the fountain of youth. Why must it be a secret locked behind social lies."

"Because we need law and order."

"No, the war lords want law and chaos. That is their game."

"And the game of the fish descendents with all the tyrant made laws."

"I asked myself one day, ah today actually. If a man is a half woman why does he tend to want to hold women under his feet, treat them like shit and write them right out of history and proclaim knowledge is evil and women are the evilest of all sinners."

"I thought you were going to tell us the fountain of youth."

"I told you. Seed. The sometimes called holy spirit."

"The fountain is a cock."

"No asshole. The fountain is evolution and sperm is exactly one half. Where by religion says it is man man man."

"I don't get it."

"Why does a man lose his sexual preference."

"Because he is evil and the devil wants him to put a dirty penis in his mouth."

"Your words are unkind as usual. I will tell you."

"The fountain of youth."

"Yes. I have a friend of many years. I didn't really notice exactly when my instinctive desires wanted to get to his sperm."

"You wanna such a friend's cock."

"Evolution wants it, I don't argue. But I have seen the picture."

"Tell."

"If a man with a woman thinks he can get his sperm in the mouth of a man he might. His wife is cold and don't want it."

"So that makes sense. His wife don't want it so he shoots it off where he can."

"Now you are getting it. But did you understand that the woman knows this instinctively. She wants sperm from a second man."

"That is not true."

"Not only true, much more brilliant than all religions together."

"It's adultery."

"There is no such thing. Evolution despises religion. It is the work of the forces of evil at work trying to make everyone have Jacob's sperm."

"What."

"XY"

"Why."

"Know the woman in you and you will not hate women for being part of evolution.

A man by nature will shoot his sperm anywhere he can.

A woman wants. Instinct tells her to want.

At least two men.

So that. Can you guess."

"Does it have something to do with those gene things we talked about."

Evolution is no fool. Do not fight it.

See it.

And know that your fears have been perverted by the Synagogue.

And know also the person of Jesus matters not. What matters is what he was.

And what he was, was a true bastard.

A honest creature of the Earth who was not directed by the Laws and Logic of Moses, the inbred Egyptian Overlord of War, and remember.

We are animals.

Jesus didn't understand as much as we do know. He simply knew a lie against life.

He was a pagan A bohemian.

And the God of Abraham, he knew, was a story. Because he could see what is real. Had I not grown up in the Church, I would not understand how very real the chains are.

The mind is a wonderful thing. It may be something much grander when we simply let go of the chains.

God is not the guy who sees you masturbating. It is you that sees you masturbating. And as I have just recently come to accept. It's more real with out the Symbols of Pornography.

It ain't that porno is a sin. The sin is removing one's self from what is.

We put television in our house and we are no longer in the house. We have become part of the priestly war machine.

The same with internet. I observed my mad obsession with finding hot babes doing things with men with penises.

And it is simply a silly place to look for it because they don't know me, they might not even like me. But it's their job.

And Silvia Saint is an angel.

However, until she's in bed with me, or anywhere else, I am wasting my head space thinking of her or Vikki.

Admittedly, I'm gonna miss them.

But now that most of my chains have fallen away, and for those who want to try leaving the church, it is anything but easy.

You will be damned.

It's a lie. They want you to stay in their club, giving servitude and money.

And something very real is, if you kill the God of Moses, very strange things will happen.

Take it slowly.

And most of all. Don't hold up the walls that are being torn down to expose you.

You will feel naked and alone. Your heart may race. Relax and commune with anything. Even plants are alive and aware that you are there.

Look into the eyes of other creatures. Obviously you will not understand a fly. But you can see it and hear it. You can wave your arms at it and tell it to get out.

You can go out the house and sit on a bench and watch a child play and start to wonder. If all around me did not matter except the life that I am a part of, what is going on in that child's mind.

Jesus did not love children because he was good. He loved them because he was not restricted by the language that had been plundered by the priests.

Life is not evil. It is hard. It attempts to be. And not all of it is a Sunday school picknick. But the child doesn't know that yet.

His or her fears are more real.

Don't grab the kid like a toy thing you bought in an auction.

Well the Jewish authorities wanted to kill Jesus.

vs. 4: "No one hides ..." End Quote

That's enough. Don't hide. Your dirty desires are just that. And there is nothing wrong with dirt. There is nothing wrong with not taking a shower every day.

All you need to know is that alone is an illusion. A disease of our culture.

He said. She said.

Instinct is real. And not only is it real, it makes us all basically the same. So shame in one adds a little shame to the system.

Of course the rulers have to say I am leading you astray. My words are a declaration of war against war.

If you have read and understood, it is not that the plunder royalty is taking away our freedom. They are taking away life.

And collectively, all the creatures on the planet, do have the majority rule.

They just don't have anyone to listen.

And I mean it in no jest. I think Jesus was directly affected by all the fish.

And most of the old and new testament is mind manipulation.

Maybe God is really real and I'm going to hell when I die.

Nope. Life is real, as silly as it seems. And it does try to commune with us. Be part of us and get us back on it's side like we used to be not so long ago.

When we hadn't forgotten that we are animals with many other animals.

On one planet.

You don't have to believe me. Just go out and look. Don't put names on the things you see. Names are locked to symbols and do cloud your vision.

Let go of your ego and start training your instinct.

Or better said. Listen to her.

She is there in everything.

And when you finally let go. And feel like you are being pulled back into somewhere. You are being pulled. Life wants you in it.

Heaven. The kingdom of Life, it's rough some times. And some time it's hard to imagine how perfectly real it is.

And that after only 13.7 billion years of hard core evolution.

To push us up out of the domain of the fish.

One. To use what there was there. But most importantly.

Because the survival of a planet's life is greatly increased when there are many different things.

And if there is enough time without disaster, one of us, the human apes, will grow a brain, never mind reason. One thing leads to another. Always.

It's all here and we are the angels resisting our obvious job of having fun and saving the planet.

From things outside the planet.

Because the danger is real. And if we ignore real for belief. We will get hit.

A messiah can come from anywhere. And it is much more real to have many because one is always stamped out of history with a big fat religion.

chapter 08

Not only do I think the Jesus fellow in the old new testament was not a virgin. I think, being a true bastard, which doesn't mean by religious law. He was likely the father of a few bastard children.

And not only was this okay with him. It was okay with us before over lords gods in the sky.

Adultery was not a word with us before the over lords with the death cults.

The woman decided which man would be her lover. And if she already had one, he might not have had a big problem with that. Especially when he knew he might be the father of perhaps, he is not certain, of two or three others.

And why this is a good thing is:

The man has a real interest in more than the children of the woman who prefers him around more than most of the other men.

It balances out, it makes the social bonds very real, it makes a holy community instead of a holy family.

Jacob was simply an untrue bastard. And he wanted only his sperm to rule the world.

And maybe that sounds absurd or too simple. It is evident.

And luckily for us, nature does not understand our laws. And sex becomes a dirty thing. And still bastard children are born.

Men, we have to stop being such idiots.

Stoned to death for adultery.

And you want us to believe that is for our own good.

Penguins do not marry for life.

Ownership. We are sick people. Owning a woman. Owning land. Owning Air and Water.

It simply will not work. No matter how pretty the hollywood lie is made. It won't last.

And again, not because I said so. You don't need to be born a true prophet to see a bloody lie in your face.

From Lords of the New Church: "Open your eyes to the lies right in front of you."

Or as Zack screams: "Wake up."

Believe what sounds plausible. No. Don't believe, it's the thing that's doing us in. Listen, and based on all you know, think about it. Then let it go. It won't go far. Then listen again.

It is a scary truth to know the 3rd world is our slave depot. We don't need them around any more now that we have built our fine castles, so we don't need to feed them. Just forget about them.

That's a serious call of misconduct. It will not suffice for the church to bend a little, it's relevance is not real.

A big flogging lie.

Know it. Do not believe. Do not obey. Love & know.

How are we doing so far.

vs. 24: ... "I am Who I am." End Quote.

Trade Who for What and we have it.

I am not alone.

Let's update here a little to the way I interpret my anticross cross crusade.

I did not know what I was doing. My writing was being written but none of it mattered beyond the act of writing.

All I remembered years later was I had a book I wanted to write but didn't quite know the characters.

And I didn't really focus at all until I saw my first angel. It was too much for me to believe all at once with my belief that such things are impossible.

It started getting more obvious when I started with a little more obsession to figure out what it was still gnawing at my head.

It was of course the fish. The fountain of youth. Who are the they running this show.

And the media made me a raging lunatic, so I had to go father back.

Back to Adam. The start of a sperm religion.

Where only man and ignorance ruled.

"This is a little weird."

It had been weird all the other times I read it. And anyone else who didn't understand what belief meant.

"I can't believe you believe this shit."

Anyway. I was a little surprise that after the Torah had infuriated me so much, I'd take a break from the torture and go check out little baby Jesus.

And thanks to Matt, I really did learn to love the guy. He was just like me. And now I know more clearly what a beautiful event a true bastard is, I love the guy even more.

But forget who he was. The point is what he was.

Against the system.

And his army went with medical knowledge and care, real time stuff, they went with command of their language, hyper real stuff, and then a seldom thing.

But most amazingly.

With Love and no weapons.

Because a community knows if a few must die, the enemy becomes all the more obvious. And one day soon. The world is in for a rude awakening and hollywood will pass away all the way back to the Torah.

Because it is all a lie and we can build a much better theater with out all the shiny plastic shit.

It is happening already.

It is best if we see it.

chapter 09

This is a declaration of war. The axis of our future as living creatures in a fragile and thin paradise. Anywhere in the heavens.

Immediate action must be taken against the propigation of death cults that sell death as a place better than the paradise they have made into a hell of slaves and maga plunder and poison power dictatorships.

Watch the first matrix, or a thousand stories like it.

Our machine is not the same in appearance but it is real and the machine is sucking us dry.

The machine is not the enemy, a machine can be made to support life on the moon.

The enemy is the enemy of life.

How obvious must it be before we say, flog it, I will not believe.

Kill your television and fire the priests.

There is no need to wait for the messiah.

We are all coming now. Necessity has forced us to evolve. We are no more threaten personally by the sound of thunder. We know what it is.

We know so much more than Jesus Christ. We should be able to do it better. Never mind the laws of dead stories. Laws must obey physics and conduct for billions of reluctant angels still afraid of thunder.

I don't mock. I've been there almost all my life. Evolution didn't give us a brain to stay stupid.

What the liers might do to you if you speak up is a risk. But the whole thing is at rick and evolution is not a Sunday School picnic.

vs. 37: ... "You have already seen him, and he is the one who is talking with you now." End Quote

I hate to harp on it. I think what matters about Jesus is he saw a lie as a lie and saw no real reason why he shouldn't say so.

And strangely enough, when a dear friend of mine crushed the last bits of my ego, I started waking up to the next level or realness.

It's a funny trip. I don't think we need to send any more of our kids through it now that we are certain without a doubt that life is more rewarding, in the end, than a lie that only rips big holes in the real surface of a real planet that may have very few sisters like her.

So please people. If you must fight like idiot primates blinded by hate.

Get the fuck off our planet.

I am that I may make it clear that being here might not mean shit to idiots, it means more than that to the 300,000,000,000 endangered species of this planet.

Do not wait to read and teach. Anything.

Just not a lie.


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