john rah letter to
jeff jones

letter 01.33.01

someone suggested to bill hicks that he could drop his commentary on john fuckin' kennedy. he felt the military had acted incorrectly. in fact, i've heard him refer to his government as a totalitarian police state. kennedy had to be killed in the name of war. america ran on oil and war. who the fuck did john f. think he was.

shoot the fucker in the head on prime time tv.

you can be damn certain we won't have any outsiders being president. anyone can be president as long as they do as they are told. if they don't, they won't grow old.

the history books might miss that point.

i'm not gonna say it's all. lies. just what they tell us.

cunts in action.

it was ignorance to think they could take it all. every fallen empire does the same thing before they fall. fuck the corporate world.

till tomorrow.

_peace duck stop_

your wife is a lucky woman.

where to go from here. black hole avoidance programm. bhap. it's something worth avoiding. i don't go without a life line. tonight i won't go. i'll stay on the hazy side of morning for a few lines then take to my bed. it is like a bad film with the sound of the woman pissing. like they have installed an amplifier. sounds carry on the pipes. these are old houses. high ceilings. impossible to heat but worth the feel of open space. bloody luxury really. city dwellers get to rely on the sounds of neighbors. knowing their rhythms. waiting for the flush. or the door slam. or locks turn. on the hour news.

take all those sounds away and you are in a different world. looking for familiar smells.

maybe i should get out of here.

_peace duck stop_

brownies make people smile.

_fish stop_

it's crazy. i think i'm going into the business of making brownies. i think i better make a franchise. low start up. instant satisfied customers.

when the snow flies. i've seen a snowy owl on dominican republic. never a snow fly. shit fly. can't. emanuel. man.

let me take me to the bridge.

_peace duck stop_

i am determined to do a couple of the things i've set out to do. in a desperate attempt to fight against the sucking of nothing.

_peace duck stop_

letter 01.33.03